Friday, December 14, 2007

- ecclesiastes part 1 [meaningless] -

'vanity of vanities,all is vanity...
'meaningless, meaningless,everything is meaningless...
-o0o-
'i have seen all the things that are done under the sun;all is meaningless,a chasing after the wind.so i hated life, because the workthat is done is grievous to me.all of it is meaningless,a chasing after the wind...
(*)nakakapagod talaga mabuhay.sa totoo lang, habang iniisip ko angpwedeng mangyari bukas, nanghihina ako...tomorrow will be another day of strifeand struggle...another day to fightand survive. after the laughs, silence.after the day, darkness... and as i lie onmy bed at night, would there be somethingi could think of to make me feel complete?did my efforts and struggles satisfy my longings?why should i live for tomorrow?
-o0o-
'laughter is foolish.and what does pleasure accomplish?i denied myself nothing my heart desired;i refused my heart no pleasure,yet... everything was meaningless,a chasing after the wind...
(*)bat kaya ganito? the more i make myselfhappy, the more i feel dissatisfied. ano ba talaga ang dapat nating gawin para lumigaya?maligaya ka ba sa sitwasyon mo ngayon?masasabi mo bang okay ka na sasitwasyong yan forever? talaga? sure?alam kong may kulang. alam ko kung ano.alam ko kung papaano makukompleto ang kulang.pero bat ang hirap maging kumpleto? bat di ko magawa ang alam kong tama? anong problema?kelangan kaya mag centrum ako?
-o0o-
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