...the intrams ended [wala na namang picture - TINOPAK na naman kasi]..."

life's still wonderful...
there are still reasons for me to be happy.
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i dont know, but somewhere deep inside,
a part of me has begun to learn how to keep
myself whole in spite of all the hurts i often feel...
i was relieved to know that being happy is easy.
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that idea went on that way until this awful day...
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there are things i cant change.
whether i drown myself with tears,
or go wild and embrace the promise of evil and bitterness...
i wont change a thing... im still this weak, little boy...
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minsan, pag nasasaktan ako, marami akong taong
nadadamay sa galit ko... lalo kong nakikita ang kahinaan ko.
hindi ko dapat ginawa yun... masyado akong naging malupit.
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i can still make myself happy... i know.
kailangan ko lang ipraktis ang sarili ko...
ipraktis na ngumiti at maging masaya kahit
nasasaktan, iniiwan, at ipinagsasawalang-bahala.
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mali ako nang di ko sabihin ang mga dapat kong sabihin...
hindi sa takot ako, o nahihiya,
pero wala pang handa... ang mga nasa paligid...
lahat... kung iisipin, kami nga mismo, di handa.
marami na naman akong nagawa... kahit nga mga di ko
ginawa dati, pinaghirapan kong gawin ngayon...
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di naman ako ambisyoso, konti lang ang gusto ko...
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there are so many things i consider.
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i wish others consider them as well...
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narrow minds dont see the bitter crash ahead.
not all promises last long...
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isa pa, masakit nga ngayon kahit na nasa labas ako,
ano pa kaya kung papasok ako?
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takot ako sa crash na yun...